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I need to commit myself to improving my mind. Average production. Limitations & Blind spots. I don’t know if I’m scared to commit to one industry, problem, or cause or if I just don’t know where to commit to. I don’t know. If one doesn’t know, how do they find it? ^ Purpose. I’m missing a key element of the fire. If I wasn’t I’d act differently. I’d pursue life differently and have greater clarity of where I am, what I’m doing, and my fulfillment doing it. I don’t know. It’s

In the last 2 months I’ve seen (online) multiple women get set on fire and one stabbed to death in the throat on video. All were by men who were arrested many times before. We’re cruel to the innocent and merciful to the guilty. Our livelihoods are being stolen out from underneath us by corrupt politicians who want power above all and will throw the country in the garbage to keep it. People are distracted and mentally imprisoned. Left vs right. Both sides hate each other and

I just wrapped up training for poker dealing class. Sunday is my first night in the box (the dealer's seat). It's a big promotion from working in the cash cage. Dealing poker will mean more responsibility, a greater requirement of skill, quick arithmetic, and more money. It feels like a big step... and one that has been a long time coming. It's funny how life works out. I grew up with a father who loved to gamble. It made for some good times and some dark times but I'd be lyi